A step closer to the new chapter of my life ! =D

Hello , bloggie! I've just came back yesterday from Singapore. I went there for 3 days , just simply for relaxing , shopping and looking around the university and my room at Novena. Previously, I didn't have an idea to stay at Novena, it's because my granny found this place which reminded her of her old friend, who's the housekeeper of this rental house which I'm going to stay in a couple of months more. The place's really simple and I love it, I get my own bathroom, so I don't need to share the bathroom with other people, but I share the room with another person, but I stay alone at the room for temporary, cause it has no person yet there. How lucky I am ! =D

This' the bedroom :

and this' the bathroom

 And I also visited Curtin University! The university which I'm going to attend on 18th of July 2011 :

=)

 

 

The Excavation

I named this as "the excavation" because I wanna find myself back in my childhood memories. I don't know why but I know that I have changed. I'm not me anymore. When someone insults me, I'll get mad easily against that person and I'll overthrow whoever he is.


Actually , I don't realize this kind of things are happening now. Until a day , when I was discussing going to study abroad in Singapore with my parents, when we had different opinions and point of views , I started to grumble and without any intentions, I said sth rude to her and my mouth couldn't say anything at that moment cause I just realized I just said sth really rude to my mother , a woman who brought me to this world eighteen years ago.


That was some time too, when I was in the kitchen, I was trying to help her to prepare foods for dinner, cause I don't have maid now, so I thought it was really tiring for her to prepare it on her own , so I tried to help . That time I forgot to prepare bowls for soup and glasses for beverages. That was my fault actually, but she yelled at me and said that I cared nothing about this household and I knew nothing about this house and she kept on repeating the same words for a long time " HOW CAN YOU STUDY ABROAD IF THIS KIND OF SIMPLE THING YOU CAN'T REMEMBER?" I was getting mad at that time so I yelled to her " DON'T KEEP ON THREATENING ME, IF I DON'T GO ABROAD IT'S NO PROBLEM". Soon after I said those words, I didn't feel that I was wrong to say those words, I was selfish at that time ,because I just getting mad without thinking how my mother felt . She was , she was being sad at that time I guess. So, all I want to say is SORRY MOM.


So, now , I'm trying to be myself again, when I was a child, when I was a quiet one,who obeyed my mom and dad. I don't want to be myself again now, I'm not me and I'm tired being like this, that I disobey them and breaking their hearts, denying the fact that I'm not a forgetful person , confronting that I'm not a rebellious person and against the fact that I'm making a chaotic situation in this house.


I realize that I only have 2 months left and it's time for me to re-think whatever I've done and appreciate everyone and everything that I've through in my eighteenth. Well, this kind of thinking makes me become a mature person I think, but I promise that I'll be myself again so that my mom will be happy and all of the family members will be happy to see me back to myself again.




SORRY AND THANK YOU MOM =)

To Sir, with love

I met this teacher a year ago , when i was in the second year of the Senior High School . Just now, I just wrote a lil bit about him and i sent it to Juli's inbox.
He was my form teacher in the third year of the Senior High School.
When I first met him , I thought that he would be the creepiest person in this world , smiling weirdly , talked about something that was really funny, for instance : "MAKAN ES KRIM LEBIH SUSAH DARIPADA KERJAKAN SOAL FISIKA ! " or maybe this , the common words which came out from his mouth " CAKAP KOTORRRRRRR!!!" or maybe this " SOAL BONUS PUN TAK BISAAAAA!!!"  , kinda weird, didn't it?
Some of the seniors said that this teacher may looked bad and strange , but deeply inside his heart he was a man with the sincere heart who taught his students with patience and kind-heartedly. At the very first Physics lesson in the second year of the Senior High School , i felt that i might die someday because my parents would be called to school to take my monthly report book, because of i failed in Physics test every month. But the fact was different, i never failed in Physics exams and i never got the score below 80 , i was quite proud of it, but i don't mean to be arrogant =) ,
I myself didn't know how this could happen , because when i was in the Junior High School, i was failed in almost every Physics test and i disliked Physics the most among many subjects in school.


Maybe for me, teacher gives influence in my score, the way to study of mine and my appreciation to him. I must say that he's the best teacher that i've ever met. He cared about his students , whether they really understood what he said in front of the classroom , or they just nodded to escape his "deadly hit on the back" for every boy in my classroom, he would defined and seriously taught them until they understood and would be able to do the exercises. Others might be surprised if I said that this teacher didn't give his students any HW to do at home, because he said that we had many subjects to be learnt and he understood our positions.


The second thing i love from him was his precious advices to us. He was the wisest person in Methodist-3 according to me. He gave us the useful advices and he taught us how to be a good person in the society later when we graduated from this beloved school and the university later.I would always remember his advices and they would lead me to be a useful person in this world and not to be scum in the international community later.


The thing that he liked to do to me was, he liked to pinch me, on the hand , or pushed my forehead when i forgot abt the formulas or found no way out to solve the problems which were really easy according to him.
I remembered that when it was prior to the Logo Launching of every twelveth graders in my school, all of my friends had different opinions about how to design the clothes for our class, what garments to buy and what picture was the most suitable to represent our class. I remembered that he gave several advices to them until we found the way out and we agreed to make this kind of clothing and that kind of logo.


The last day when my friends and I gathered in the classroom, we talked and chatted for a long time until Mr. Rajin said that he wanted to give us the last advices in that beloved classroom. He told us again how to be a good person and he lectured us about the choosing of the universities for students in my classroom and he wanted us (every person) to give him advices, impressions and the personal messages to him. He said that he wasn't the perfect person so he wanted advices from us and who knows he could correct the bad side of him.So, this time , we all gonna prepare a video clip for him , which included 38 impressions, advices,personal messages and photos in a CD to him. It would be a good memory to him , and I hope that he'll keep this CD forever and he won't forget us.


I want him to know that he's the best teacher that i've ever met and he's the creepiest , he's the funniest and he's really punk !


I LOVE YOU SIR!


Thank you for your advices, your kindness and your patience in teaching us while we were still students and now it's the time for us to walk by our own to step into the new part of our lives.


THANKYOUUUU SIIIRRRR!!! I LOVE YOUUUU ! <3
YOU'RE THE BEST! (Y)

This is my beloved form teacher and my beloved Physics teacher
Rajin Pardosi , S.Si.

                     We will always remember and we will always love you, Sir =)

The Time of My Life (The Love Life of my closest friend)

I have a bestfriend named X ,  she is a person who's easy to fall in love with a guy which is really romantic and he can give her all he is and all he has. Girls need care and girls need to be understood that's why we're different from boys. X has been in relationship once and she has ever fallen in love thrice.
rding to me , he was really arrogant but hell yeah he was cool.hahaha. Just like that, they were not in a r


X fell in love for the first time when she was in Primary 5, she said to me that she was really into someone and that boy was in the same class as us. That guy, accoelationship because they were still really young to be in a relationship because she said that she didn't like him anymore (this is the way a primary 5 student way of thinking, a child will easily get bored with sth , isn't it?)


The second time when X fell in love was when she was in the Junior High School. She fell in love with a guy who sat next to her in the class. I didn't realize it at first, but at last I saw that they were pretty close to each other and one day this boy told me that he had a feeling with her. He asked me what she liked to do, what she liked to drink and so on. All about her.hahaha. This boy got a scholarship to study in America. They should be separated, but i was surprised that they were in a long distance relationship and it lasted for one and a half year, such a hard year for both of them beacause at last, X realised that this boy was no longer in love with her because this boy was really busy because he got so many HW to do and I know as a scholar, it is not easy because besides you have to study hard, you have to be able to finish all of your HW and make an outstanding results in your exams or otherwise you'll be expelled from school and you lost your scholarship term.So this was an end for them.


The last time X fell in love with a guy who was really romantic and according to X , this guy appeared right between her relationship with this 'scholar boy' . Let's label this guy as Y and the scholar boy as Z. This happened when X was left by Z, as Z was busy with his own schedules, HW , and presentations , it maked that relationship became vacuum. This kind of situation was easily opened a door for Y to be the third party in their relationship. (All I thought is, this relationship is gonna be end soon , and X will be in relationship with Y, hahahaa. Evil me!! ) . This kind of situation is going on until one day that X said that she couldn't stand anymore with Z and she broke up with him. Z couldn't say anything at all because he realized that he was too busy and this made their relationship became vacuum and they broke up. (Imagine it, Z didn't contact X in a month, too hard to be true! :( )


The time for X to live in Medan is already shorten because she's going to study abroad and so do I. She was confused that she had to be in a relationship or not with Y because Y's going to stay in Medan while X is going to study abroad. X said that she doesn't want to be in a long distance relationship anm but she loves Y so damn much. How could she leave this boy behind and go to pursue her dreams?


Let's find out in the next blog about is her decision.;) 

The time of my life (first part)

Everyone has his own life whether it is happy or sad, so do I. I have and I lead a topsy turvy life which makes my life so colourful and I enjoy it very much. I have a sister and I think she is perfect in everything, especially in school subjects. I must admit that I am far behind her knowledge, her ability in doing things and her intelligence. There's sometime I think over and over again, what can I do to win and what can I do to be smarter than her , but as soon as I have this kind of thinking, soon I realize that this kind of thinking will make me become a greedy person. I don't want to do it again, to be smarter than her. I am happy with all I am , and I should be thankful for everything that I own. She is going to further her study to East Anglia, England but I'm going to further my study to Singapore. At first , I just can't get enough with this situation , but at last I got the point that she's smarter and she deserves to go there and maybe someday my parents can ask me to go there to continue my master degree after I finished my undergraduate study in Singapore.


Sometimes, I feel like there is siblings' rivalry between my sister and I, but we take it really simple that no one of us will get hurt or disappointed with our report results. Formerly, my grannies used to compare me to my sister. They always said that I couldn't be as clever as her and the kept on giving her presents when she got the first rank in her class almost 6 years in the Elementary School. But now, I realize it is unuseful to try to get better than her because everyone has talents and one should improve it to show to the world that one has ability and one has his own dreams.Well, she is good at English , better than I ,but I do better in Mandarin cause I know Mandarin is not an easy language to be learnt because of it's syllabus and the pronunciation of every character is different and sometimes it has two different pronunciations in a Mandarin character.
Thank God , i have found my ability and I'm happy with this situation because I don't have to get tired to fight against my sister in the sibling rivalry and I don't need to be smarter than her because everyone is born to be unique and everyone is born to have his own talent and ability ! :)